Hardcore Study For Resit Paper

I will be jailing myself everyday except on Saturdays until my resit paper is over! Even if I wanna go out for dinner with my friends I'll have to think twice @@ Minimum time will take if you have your dinner outside would be an hour? Maybe more? Hmmm If I have my dinner at home I'll only take 15mins - 30mins max! Don't even have to calculate traveling time LOL

I got only 1 more week to study for my resit. Aside from that I still have classes going on. So I don't have a full day to study. I only will have half a day? Which is at night and evening. I most probably will be sleeping at the noon if I'm at home. Most of my classes starts on 8.30am which means I'll have to wake up at 6.30am. FML.


Will be activating hardcore study mode to make sure that I pass for my resit. And yeah I will need more marks to pass for my resit compare to my finals. Finals we still have assignment to back us up but for resit, you're on your own. We normally need less than 40/100 in our finals to pass our papers but for the resit we need a clean 40/100. It will be easy to get if I can answer all 4/6 questions. But if I can only answer 3/6 or less than that then haleluya. AND I WON'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN! That's why I'm killing myself just for this resit paper. Just hope the chapters and sub chapters my lecturer gave me to study is accurate if not I'll =D

I'll never give up in this and I'll do whatever it takes to get my DEGREE! A quote from the Head of School of Business...

"A true failure is someone who gives up trying"

Once again,

*PRAY*

New Semester Begins

Actually I wanted to blog about Earth Hour but my phone is charging and the photos are inside. So I'll just start with this 1st XD

Oh well tomorrow will be the day I meet up with the Head of School of Business. I wonder what is he gonna tell me. Good or bad news? Maybe he'll just tell me that Failing ain't a bad thing. It will makes you stronger. LOL


I will surely be like =.=" Okay I know that but I wanna be stronger without failing =.="

A new semester will be beginning this week. Normally the first 2 weeks for a new semester is very relaxing. Party time with coursemates and etc. But this time, it's gonna be totally different for me. I'm gonna have to stay home, study study study and study for my resit while everyone is chillaxing :( It's gonna be the first and last time for me. I'll make sure it'll never happen again!

I'll start my studies as soon as I get some tips from my lecturer. Hope she doesn't give me 20 questions and ask me to pick again =.=" 10days for 1 subject should be enough if I don't procrastinate. But the shit thing is, classes will be running as usual. So I will not have the full day to study. It's gonna be like half day so I don't think I have time to procrastinate. Damn it! Ain't my life just getting better and better.

Just hope that everything goes well from now on.

*PRAY*

Recovering

As days pass I'm feeling better. Not as dead as the day I know my results. But still a little down of cause. I won't be this down and emo if I know I did bad in my exam and I know that I'm gonna fail. But I have the confident that I'll at least pass the paper and what I saw was a F Grade. It's like the shock of my life.

People normally say be confident in yourself. Whatever you do, do it confidently and everything will be fine. But I don't really believe in this anymore =.=" It's actually up to you to decide everything. Kinda heart broken when I saw a F.

Gonna meet the Head of School of Business this coming Monday. Hope there's some error in it. If there's none, then I'll just have to face this shit. Study again while everyone who have passed chill. That's one of the thing that is pulling me down. Gotta cancel all my plans for the next 2 weeks just because of this. Totally no mood to proceed with my plans at all. Just feel like jailing myself at home and keep on feeding on my books @@ Hopefully there's enough tips and most importantly accurate =.="


I never like exam and I bet everyone hates it. I prefer to do it practically =.=" Whats the use when you study study and study and in the end you won't able to remember the whole thing. I bet most of the students will just forget what they've learned in the previous semester and keep their memory for their next semester.

Resit is on the 8th of April. Gotta save at least RM200 for the resit IF I have to resit it. Hopefully I don't have to go through all those shit again. Who knows? It might just be some problem or whatsoever.

Whatever is it, what is done is done. We all have to just face it and move on with life. It ain't the end of your life if you fail. Just get back up and be stronger!

First Failure In University Life

Today is the day when my life is gonna change. I've never failed any subject before in my Uni-life but I have failed one paper this semester. My mood totally changed. All my plans that I have planned, I have totally no more mood for them. Don't feel like going out anymore. Feel like stopping all my current activities.

I know failing is not the end of your life. But I still cannot accept this failure. I have did sufficient enough to pass. How the hell did I failed? There are 4 students from Diploma including me who enrolled into the same Degree program. I'm not the best nor the lousiest. But I got the lowest marks among them. WTF?


When I was checking my results I was so chill and calm because I know that I'm gonna pass this semester. It took me awhile before I could get into Izone. So I was patient. Finally after some time I managed to login and check my results. When I saw my results I was shocked and stunned. How could this happen? Am I dreaming? How could I fail? The paper that I failed is the paper that I put most effort in.

In the paper, they asked to answer 4/6 questions. Each question carries 25/100 marks. I only know how to do 2 questions and I did not leave the other 2 questions blank. I tried my best to crap out of it. I know how to do 2 questions and I could at least gotten 15marks each and for the other 2 questions maybe 4-5marks each? If that is so then should have passed. But the FUCKING thing is I got 28/100 for the whole paper. HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE? Give me a clean 40% I'll also be glad but 35%? WTF IS WRONG?

I even pass my Human Resource Management in my previous semester which I have totally no confident in it but how can I fail a paper which I have confident in it? Totally doesn't make any sense at all. I know Sunway University College have just changed into Sunway University. But you don't have to fail students like that right?!

I've studied so hard. Even on my 21st Birthday. I sat at home and study. Exam is more important to me. So I made it priority. My dad is expecting a 2nd upper class honours and expect me not to fail at all. I also don't wanna waste my time and my parents money. They still have my younger sister and brother to pay for their Uni. I also don't wanna be a burden to my family.

My parents were never happy with my academic results. Especially in my primary and secondary school life. Always getting scolded every time I get my report card. Really pass with flying red colours @@

UPSR, PMR and SPM. All also lost to my siblings. That's kinda sad. But this time in Uni I've improved a lot. I'm much more hardworking. I've never failed before until today. This is why I'm so disappointed and down.

I'm going to meet up with my lecturer and ask for a recheck. Hope it's just some kind of prank =.=" If this is true I really don't know how am I gonna tell my parents zzz

My 21st Birthday Part 3 (FINAL)

Before I start on the final part, wanna emphasize on this LOL I saw this in Sunway Pyramid's Popular. March 6 The Exceptional? What it means I wonder LOL

It says that I'm :-

• Orderly
• Interesting
• Independent
• Cultured

Well... Orderly? I don't really get the meaning. It means I'm always in order? LOL Do things properly? Or? @@ Any ideas? LOL

Interesting.... I wonder... which part of me is interesting LOL Maybe those who knows me can tell ? XD Or they don't find me interesting at all =.="

Independent. Yea.. Not to boast but I am quite independent. I don't really like to rely on others to do things for me and stuffs. I don't feel secure about it. If can I would like to get it done by myself.

Lastly... Cultured... Hmmm LOL I guess it's 50% only @@

As a conclusion, do not trust all these shit that they sell you. It's part of a marketing strategy to trick your money LOL

How's my essay? =D

Okay looks like this is the last part of my 21st birthday T_T So with my Puchong gang, I decided to celebrate it in Dragon - i. Why?

The reason is :-

• Never really tasted the food there before.
• Round table so it's easier for everyone to communicate. Not like those western restaurants. They'll arrange one stretch for you and not everyone can talk with each other.
  
• Near from our home.

Actually we decided to order ala-kat menu so that people can order based on their budget but plan has changed. We decided to order dishes instead LOL

This is what we ordered that day. Simple and nice but also expensive LOL

They said this Siu Loong Pau is the best in town.

Elisha bought me this as my gift. I don't know why but I guess she want's me to get drunk T_T

Oh well so I decided to share it with everyone. We had it in the restaurant itself. I can't finish it by myself anyway. It's not coke or pepsi LOL

My first picture on that day. Kinda fail for me :(

Now you can see how Darren pour vine the PRO way GG

People may think that I fail but I feel it's okay for a beginner XD

elisha | Photography LOL

TOAST for me =D

Suet Yee: Woah this must be the best shit in town @@

Okay so after this it's photo session. Took plenty lol So have a look.

GUYS








GIRLS




I gotta thank Elisha for this photos XD She saved me the trouble for editing LOL And yea this time there's no cake for me and I'm glad about it LOL Ate too much cake already. Every time i blow the cake I'll feel that I'm another year older =.="

Birthday Card

Got nice photo from the sisters and yea I received a Fuck from my buddy as well LOL

Don't know who so smart go write Chinese T_T But I know who XD

Thanks guys for this wonderful day =)

Also wanna thank Elisha for being the photographer of the day! You're the best =D

Yea before I forget! I received something very expensive from my dad @@ A new phone! Although I really want an Iphone :(


But oh well this is good enough. It can last me at least 2-3years? It has a good camera and free navigator system! It's actually the biggest present I've ever received in my life @@ Thanks dad!


The best thing about it is...

It also has Fruit Ninja LOL Well unexpected but yea...

Oh well it's the end of my big day! Thanks for reading =D

My 21st Birthday Part 2

Italianesse

It's after my finals and I wanna celebrate with my degree friends. So I decided to go to Italianesse to celebrate since I've never been there before. My first visit was okay. The food is quite delicious. I love their spaghetti. Especially the carbonara sauce! Full of CHEESE. Hell yeah!

Yeah man this is what I'm talking about!

Then after enjoying our delicious meal, we asked for the cake. Yeah happy birthday to me once again LOL

Tiramisu if not mistaken. Nice!

Nope I ain't smiling no more LOL

Actually I didn't want a cake cause I've already had one on the previous week but they still bought for me. Thanks guys for being so thoughtful. Although our friendship have just started not long ago, you all still take the initiative to do these. I'm really happy to have friends like you all. Thanks again!


Will be looking forward for your birthdays! =D

After dinner we went to watch I Am No 4! I really love the movie. But missed the 1st 10-15mins of the movie. Sad :( Then I got my eyes on a girl in the movie. Sarah Hart aka Diana Agron! Wow she's just a beauty! Her eyes, her body, her everything! @@

That's her! Now you know what I'm talking about? LOL WOWO!

Another shocking thing is that I found out she's from Glee. I was like WTF?

Yea that's her again LOL

After that I straight went to download the first season of Glee XD Still in progress though =.=" 7gb sad. Oh well she's a beauty <3! 2 ="D">

IC Renewal Day

Woke up at 8am this morning. Tired like nobody business. Slept back until 8.20am. Then woke up again in a blur condition. Get ready for my day. Gotta take some photos later for my new IC. So I styled my hair =D

Breakfast


Went to one typical Chinese coffee shop. Had my breakfast set over there. 2 eggs, bread and Ice Milo. It's the healthiest breakfast ever! I told my friends. RM5 should be more than enough. But then when they asked for RM6.80 i was like WTF? So expensive? I go eat mcdonalds also better=.="

IC Renewal

We went to Puchong Utama to renew our IC and on the way there I saw one Carrefour @@ Didn't know there's one there until today =.=" Have been staying here for 11years LOL Sad location for it. So we waited around 30mins before our turn. Quite fast. Improved service.

Movie

After that we went to ioi mall to buy movie tickets. My RM100 note became RM12 after buying the ticket. I was so sad :( Bought 8 tickets which cost me RM88. RM11 each. World Invasion better be nice LOL Have been watching a lot of movie this week @_@"

Ever since my holiday started I've been spending like mad. I thought I wanna save some money but it's kinda hard for me. I don't wanna stay home and face the computer. I wanna go out have a social life. To do that I will have to spend some money LOL Oh well this is life. Money can give you almost everything you want. So work hard for it!

My 21st Birthday! Part 1

I guess you'll be wondering why the previous one was Part 0.5. It's because this part is on the same day. So... =D

Okay, actually my friend bought my a cake but we didn't have the time to blog it and even the stomach space to fill it. So we decided to go to Meeples which is an European Board Game place to chill and then have the cake there. I've called two pretty girls from my Degree course to join me.

There they are =D

The cake is tasty but too big @@ haha

They said 21st birthday must do this kinda thing so I @_@". Luckily this cake is from Secret Recipe so they wont smash my head down the cake LOL and the best part is the icing is thick XD Didn't get much on my face GG

One thing about the cake. It's freaking solid! LOL Look at the looks of my face @@

Yea this is one of the game we played. Forgotten what it's called hmmm

Yea this is Richard the game coordinator. He gave us all handguns but he took shotgun o0o

My first solo picture with her LOL And yea she said I didn't smile but I think the picture is okay :( and nowadays I can't smile while taking picture anymore don't know why T_T

Took another one smiling =) I still like the previous one LOL

Yup so it's the end of Part 1 XD