Hey yo guys! It's been awhile since i last blog! The reason I blog now it's because I can't sleep! Due to some memories in the past.
Oh well recently i've just lost something in my life and it completely changes my life. I'm trying to adapt to my new life now but it's kinda hard. I was okay for awhile but then suddenly the feelings came back to me and memories about it keep on flowing through my mind.
How can I take that part of memory and destroy it or temporary remove it? Bang my head on the wall till i forget everything? Get slapped 1000 times? Get drunk? How nice if every human's memory are like computers. We can choose to delete or keep it anytime.
Inside me i'm kinda hot & pain and I know i'm not suppose to but I just couldn't help it. Is this life? Oh well, we always never know a good thing until it's gone :(